cause i'm always late;

THE NEW YEAR IS ALMOST UPON US! yessssss.

i wish my daddy would go to sleep so i may have a smoke before i lay my head to wait on santee claus.

christmas eve baby.

sitting at home sweet home.
about to enjoy a late dinner.
everything is so calm here.

i hope my attitude is better tomorrow.




merry christmas to all, and to all a good night<3

so, today is yet another new day.

i feel so fresh and clean and ready for new new new.

nashville might be my date tonight, and i'm into that.

cherry cherry, boom boom:

boy, we've had a real good time, and i wish you the best on your way.

there's nothing else i can say.

laziest day everrrr.

so yummy.

also, fell in love with lady gaga today. ooops?

"people go from loving you madly, to nothing at all. nothing.

it hurts so much.

when i feel someone is going to leave me i have a tendency to breakup first,

before i get to hear the whole thing.

here it is.

one more,

one less,

another wasted love story.

i really loved this one."

--2 days in paris

trying a new routine.

i'm feeling very confident today.

tired, but confident.

it's just gonna be BBY and me today. hanging out. being best buds.

something new.

happy saturday.

it's so dreary & i'm into it.

my tummy hurts today.

anyways, i'm so over boys. i mean, i love them but i haven't been single in little over two-years. WTF. that's too long. i need to find myself, but i can tell already that i just took a huge step onto the right track.

as i was drunkenly sobbing, shane did not even comfort me. he didn't touch me.

plus, how are you gonna dump someone while they're drunk? i thought i was going to get lucky; and i got dumped. it's totally laughable though. because i did get lucky that night.

yeah, it's overwhemling, but i just see so many little things about "us" that were not right. that were, in my head one way; but totally different in real life.

i deserve better. i really do.

i'm really really am falling in love with myself. it's fucking ME TIME. and i couldn't be more excited.

hello, december.

i feel so calm and open-hearted lately, well the past three days.

it's as if something "clicked" in my brain. an epiphany.

i'm falling in love with myself.