it's so dreary & i'm into it.
my tummy hurts today.
anyways, i'm so over boys. i mean, i love them but i haven't been single in little over two-years. WTF. that's too long. i need to find myself, but i can tell already that i just took a huge step onto the right track.
as i was drunkenly sobbing, shane did not even comfort me. he didn't touch me.
plus, how are you gonna dump someone while they're drunk? i thought i was going to get lucky; and i got dumped. it's totally laughable though. because i did get lucky that night.
yeah, it's overwhemling, but i just see so many little things about "us" that were not right. that were, in my head one way; but totally different in real life.
i deserve better. i really do.
i'm really really am falling in love with myself. it's fucking ME TIME. and i couldn't be more excited.
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